9 reasons to love lee hyukjae ♥
the dancing (dork) machine
I know I am (sorta) late with this, but it is only just April 4th here in the States, so I think I’m fine ^___^;
I just really need to take a moment to wish Asia’s Anchovy a happy birthday, because he means so much to me.
An anon asked me the other day something along the lines of whether or not I only like Hyukjae because of his hair? Or something, and I almost typed all of this out then, because to be honest, I was quite affronted by that. The answer to that question could be answered simply with a resounding no but I still feel that is not enough.
I will be 100% honest with you, back in 2010 (before I was ever on tumblr), Eunhyuk was my least favorite Super Junior member. (I will now give you a moment to gasp and fall out of your chairs as you see fit.) I don’t even really remember why, I just know some of the things he did during Sukira and the Sketchbook that took place that summer rubbed me the wrong way.. they weren’t even condemn-able things, I just.. I don’t really know, but yes. But TO BE FAIR, I didn’t know that much about him and didn’t pay much attention to him apart from Full House. However, this all drastically changed when episode 33 of Strong Heart broadcasted (you can watch it here, if you like) and my view of Lee Hyukjae changed entirely. It was like a tattered veil was ripped down that had been shrouding my view of the true person Eunhyuk is. But the knowledge that Eunhyuk was Kyuhyun’s comfort and support in his most dire time of need caused me to completely reevaluate my relationship with Eunhyuk. I started paying attention to him more on shows and I saw things I had never seen before, having had preconceived notions clouding my judgement, I suppose.
That Strong Heart broadcast was the catalyst for the change in my perspective of Eunhyuk. From that point on, I saw so clearly how loving and caring Eunhyuk is, that those emotions manifested themselves in the form of tears that were not a sign of weakness at all. And once the high of those new emotions started to ebb over time, new ones took their place when Eunhyuk joined Super Junior M. At that point, I adopted Eunhyuk into my circle of biases, because never before had one person made me laugh that much at any given time in my life. And someone who can fill the world with such laughter can only be exceedingly special and should not be overlooked. Laughter is the cheapest medicine the world offers, but unfortunately, it is also the hardest to come by. Having Lee Hyukjae in my life has changed that for me. I now have an abundance of happy drugs provided by this man, and the knowledge that all I need to do to cheer up on a bad day is recall something he said or did on a Chinese variety show or in a tweet is extremely overwhelming in the best way.. I don’t even think I am coherently expressing just how much I appreciate Eunhyuk’s existence..
Kyuhyun’s accident… certain events in my life make that an extremely touchy subject for me.. and I can’t even call it to mind without feeling crippled by helplessness and grief.. but Eunhyuk was there even then, praying over Kyuhyun, holding him, giving him strength and hope until the paramedics arrived. The tears Eunhyuk shed during his anecdote of that night.. they were so genuine. I’ve only seen one person in my life react that way to a past event that encumbered someone they loved and it moved me in a way I cannot express.. so to see it mirrored in Eunhyuk.. well.. I just really love him ;~~; and oh God, I am crying writing this, haha.
Lee Hyukjae, Eunhyuk, anchovy, jewel guy, monkey, etc., I love you. I love your wit, I love your humor, I love your eccentricities, I love that you bleach your hair, I love your love for Choco and the ridiculous outfits you have for her, I love the importance you place on friendship and family, I love your gummy smile, I love your attempts at speaking English, I love you.
I think Kyuhyun said it best when he said you were the member he liked having around the most since you added a lightness to the atmosphere unmatched by anyone else. You are the kind of person that people gravitate towards and there is a reason for that. Please never change ♥
I thank God for your existence. Without you, my life would be so unhappy and dull. But you are here. God let you stay with us because He wants me, us, to be happy.
You are the reason why I smile, you’re indeed my happiness. Just by hearing your name, it instantly curved my lips into a smile. Words cannot explain my feelings towards you. But I love you, i really do. No one understands my love for you except for my fellow fangirls. But you know, i’m getting used to this kind of relationship (wait should i call it a relationship? trololol). Being in love with someone who doesn’t even know someone like me exists.
I love you, and that will never change. Time will come, and you’ll prolly get into a relationship. I promise, I won’t bash. I never did. If it makes you happy, and even if it hurts us fangirls, we will still accept it. Why? Because we love you, simple us that.
There is no way i’m gonna stop loving you and Super Junior. Even though you are unaware of my existence, i will always be here.
Stay as you are. Everything about you is perfection for me. Just keep healing me with your voice. Keep loving me while you breathe.
I love you, you fool. I always will. :’)
Happy 24 years~ Cheers!
Your forever loving and sweetest stanger,
Thank You Dear Father, for Cho Kyuhyun, for Super Junior. ♥
My tumblr has been abandoned. Why did you guys left me? :(
Now i dont have more friends to spazz with.
But still, i’m gonna post my short message for Kyu. ♥
Few more hours before Pepper’s birthday! ;A; ♥
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Happy 6th anniversary, 슈퍼주니어!
Well, yeah. I know this is late. I was away for 3 days so I wasn’t able to post/reblog something about SJ’s anniversary. In line with that, I made something for them and for you. Uhm, this is not that much.. Since I’m not talented when it comes to editing stuffs, I just made something that is not so hard to do. I just collected and zipped their pictures from their Twitters and Weibo accounts. (As for Sungmin, I got his pictures from his naver blog). I’m not sure if someone did this already because I haven’t backtracked yet. But I’m still uploading mine because it took me lots of time to finish this. Hehehe.
Note: There are some pictures I didn’t include. Example: siwon’s comic strips & sceneries.. stolen pictures and gifs from fanpages, fansites & the like.. edited pictures, fanarts, official photos, etc.. As for Geng and Mimi’s I’m quite sure theirs aren’t complete because I just got their pics from bluelfs. Uhm, okay, that’s it. I hope you’ll like this. ^^